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Wednesday, December 7, 2011

An oldie from Angola 2007: "I have a room in Africa"

Angola, March 2007

"I have a room in Africa..."


I have  a room in  Africa at the  Marinha  hotel in Luanda, the capital of Angola.  It is  large with brown wood floors, a bouncy spring bed and a big closet.  I decided to roll up the three little carpets near the bed because all the dirts and hair stuck on them seemed to be crawling on my feet.  The bathroom had running water yesterday and today, with hot water too.  This seems like such a treat having been told that the water and electricity often goes without notice.  And the water was hot which i am also taking as a treat.  But yesterday was hot, very hot, hot like Shanghai - Panama - India summers  where the sun belts down on your head like it is digging for treasure.

So much to tell you from this tiny little computer room in the hotel that has no windows but is cool as the AC machine buzzes away in the background.

Angola is poor and the city of Luanda is like one big urban slum.  You can tell the Chinese are here...there are two glass office towers under construction in the main downtown area.  I could only tell that it is a downtown because the old bank buildings are there and you can see three beautiful colonial Portuguese style Ministry buildings that seem to have been painted just recently.  But the streets are dusty, full of potholes and the people all look tired...looking for a break.  this place looks like the poorest areas of Panama and Guayaquil only much more vast.

When I flew into Joburg two days ago I thought I was landing in Canada...it was suburbs all around.  The trees and fields were lovely green as far as my eyes could see from the large modern highway we zipped along.  My cousin's house is in the ´rich white suburbs´ as she describes it and her house is a mini-resort with a pool and incredible garden, compliments of the Canadian Government...the house comes with her husband's job

Here in Luanda, in my room in Africa, I am in a state of mind that will encourage my work.  The view from my first floor balcony is of a large urban slum but definitely not the worst here.  From what I can see people live in concrete or shack-like homes. There are a few cars on the outskirts and some small white satellites on the roofs.  Like Panama, lively music,salsa and reggae, is blaring, children are running in the streets and women are carrying heavy loads, doing chores and dumping dirty water in a common space in the middle of the road.  Some men hang around on small stools speaking loudly, some playing a game and some just hanging out.

Today is Sunday and I went to Church without leaving my room.  On the other side of the dirt, potholed street, that i can see from my balcony, is a beautiful pale blue Church, colonial stlye that also looks like it was painted recently.  From the shower I could hear the priest givng the Catholic sermon in Portguese but what most filled me with peace was the singing...oh the music is like that from the movie The Mission....ironically a film about the Portuguese and Spanish colonizers and Jesuit priests in Brazil.  I guess the Church was full because the in front of the entrance and side doors ladies in bright colored Sunday bests and men in shirts and pants sat in white plastic chairs, only rising as sing along or as the priest asked them to say the Our Father.

It has been a few years since I woke up to the sound of the rooster...now I remember why I wanted to break its neck in Ecuador...ahhh!  Since 5 am, before the sun came up the rooster made its presence known.  By 6am the sun was sneaking into my room and I decided to start my day with a swim.  The air was fresh and no one was in the open concrete courtyard or the tiny pool that I see from my balcony.  Then all of a sudden three people, just to make me miss home, three Chinese sat at a table...and how did I know they were Chinese and not some other Asian ethnicity..that unforgettable sound they make when they clear their throats and spit shamelessly...ahh yes China was here too.  actually my newest colleague and friend Roshni (we hit it off like sisters waiting in line at the airport for an hour) told me there are more than 40,000 Chinese in Angola, mostly in the smaller cities.

Back to the pool where the water was, um letºs say not clear..I thought my goggles were broken when i started my laps because I could not see thought the water...was I in a swamp? no but it looked murky..no matter I  felt alive in the cool water with the lovely clear blue sky above, green palm trees and  bright pink Boganvilla flowers.  You know, it seems like the only things that are run down, rusting, molding or crumbling are the man made things.

The hotel has a 1970s facade.  Seems like the bed spread is from the same decade..I removed it not to feel queasy.  But after getting over the crawly things in the carpet and the dead cat smell that seems to come once in a while from the pipes I look out at the view and remember why I am here.  As i ate my greasy breakfast I was grateful for the coffee I drank thinking that on the other side of the concrete wall in front of me I was sure no one was drinking such delicious coffee and probably did not have a hot shower after a refreshing swim as I did this morning.  Now the shabby hotel and the room I have in Africa seem like a palace.

Outside the concrete open space along the potholed dirt road beside the shabby slum there is a small local grocery store that I am dying to check out...but not alone.  I am not to leave the hotel compound alone and honestly I do not want to wander around alone.  I want to buy a big jug of water after sipping away at the two tiny bottles in my room that cost $3.00USD each...I cannot imagine how much my machine made coffee cost at breakfast this morning, that the waiter told me had an extra charge.  My room in Africa costs more than $120USD a night...even though it is like a two star  1970s motel in North America.  Everything here is expensive.  In the lobby there is a cabinet with various things that look like they came from a Chinese market...and the prices will blow you away...a USB key for $100USD...I would pay that in Chinese Reminbi at the market but US dollars..no way.

Oh I forgot to tell you that the ocean is right here..and it is beautiful...the sun sparkles on the water and I feel like I am in Panama again, or the northern part of Colombia.  Without knowing one may easily think they are in South America...the beach, the hot sun, the dark people, the latino flare, the blaring Brazilian style music, swaying palm trees, big curvy women scantly clothed, tropical style beach restaurants and children selling bbq squid, hair braiding and sodas.

Tomorrow morning at 7am a UNICEF shuttle will pick me up.  The office is around the bay.  I am excited to meet my new colleagues which I am told are about 60 people in this office with another 50+ around the country.

Now that I have had my email fix, which like a cigarette addiction had me beginning to twitch, I am relaxed and ready to enjoy my time in Angola.  Work will be busy but I want to enjoy all two months.  This is not a place one thinks of settling down in.  I think as I meet people and see both sides of the coin new ideas will come.

For now I am happy in my room in Africa, talking to myself so not to forget all the small details I want to share with you.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Port-au-Prince, Haiti: In the beginning...



 Written: December 2011 Port-auPrince, Haiti 

From my office-container on the MINUSTAH peacekeeping base the helicopters fly over head all day, something to be expected when we are located at the end of the airport run way. The sounds is exhilarating and I imagine I am in a MASH movie. When a plane soars overhead its roar is deafening causing the container to shake and rattle. Peacekeeping soldiers with rifles from around the world, each sporting the flag of their home country on their shoulder, roams the city and the base by the truck load or in training exercises. At first the sight of so many weapons was daunting but the soldiers all smile and nod through their terminator dark glasses. I admit, I love it. ;-) 

My accommodation is also a container, unfortunately not as nice as my office. The first week the bed mattress felt as if it was deteriorating mattress with sheets too old to want to get under. (since I have new sheets and a new shower curtain. My friendly container police also flipped my mattress so I am comfy again). The bathroom floor is less than desirable to step on barefoot but I am grateful for a safe place to sleep knowing that several Haitian woman living in the IDP camps are raped every night.The container-hotel compound is all gravel and the parking lot full of giant  'UN' marked 4x4 cruisers with the rhino type antennas on top. An outdoor bar is being built and there is a pool for the predominantly armed forces and police personnel living there which makes for a frat like party on the weekends, except when the children from the visiting orphanages come to play in the pool. This morning we have more than 30 babies and toddlers here and my heart gushes as three curl up in my lap, while two hang onto my legs, yearning for a cuddle and cooing voice. In these moments all my motherly instincts blossom and I want to take them home to care for and cherish forever. 

At first I thought I would be moving to the suburbs, the rich area of town called Petion-Ville where most foreigners live, but at present my commute to work is only 10 minutes. Since out new office is not going to move there as planned before next February I have decided to stay here at the container hotel where I have access to a gym and the pool and most importantly a nice group of friends. 

I am happy and feeling good about the decision to come here. My colleagues are wonderful, bless them. The office has designated me a driver for the first month. His name is Ricardo, 26 years old, super kind and concerned about my safety. We try to understand each other (my French is coming back faster than I thought it would, thank goodness) and laugh together when we both start bobbing our heads when the radio blares hip-hop, reggae and R&B music. 

Food is imported from the USA so the MINUSTAH base's restaurant called the DECK is excellent. Usually we order to our containers but I do escape to the deck when I can for the sushi, salads and even Lebanese plates. The Deck is also a place to 'people watch' on base. We have a little shop on base filled with products imported from the USA, cereals, drinks, canned foods, peanut butter and nutella (gotta get a bottle of that!) and small electronics. I bought a case of water and a 'UNITED NATIONS' adorned towel. So although the life is restricted it is more familiar and in this regard much easier than was Angola.
Downtown was seriously destroyed by the 2010 earthquake. and the massive camp where 600,000 people are still living. Seeing the Presidential palace with its roof fallen in was quite the shocking site. Strangely near the camps among the street stalls two peacocks were on display. What in the world are India's birds doing here? and goodness forbid to think they might be eaten! But no, apparently they are purchased by the rich Haitians' and left to roam their gardens.

At the end of the row of UNICEF containers, from where you can see the hills in the distance behind the airstrip is an abandoned cargo plane. Shrubs are growing around it and out of the windows. Its' silhouette in front of the evening sunset is nothing less than captivating, romantic in a way, in my Haitian adventure. Orange, red and gold streak the sky as of 5:30pm and the horizon is clouded by the piles of dust rising from the UN monster vehicles as we go back to our containers and rest for the next day. 

Sending love from Port-au-Prince, on the Caribbean island of Hispanola!

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Welcome to Princess HIBM!

Welcome to Princess HIBM!

Finally I have built up the courage and taken the time to launch a blog. In this forum I will share stories of my world travels, past and present, and insights into my experiences living with a disability.

For those of you who don't know me yet, my name is Cara Elizabeth Yar Khan. I was born in Hyderabad, India in 1976 to an Indian father and English mother. We moved to Canada in 1978 but now our family, including my beloved brother and darling step-mum, call Shanghai, China home. 

From a very young age I knew exactly what I wanted to do when I grew up.  Each day I give thanks for my career and the job I love. Today I live in Port-au-Prince, Haiti where I work with UNICEF, the United Nations Children's Fund, as the Private Sector Resource Mobilization Specialist.  

Thanks for reading my blog. If anything I hope you can share a little bit of my adventures and see that with a strong heart and clear mind we can do anything we are truly passionate about!  

Cara
;-)

PS. June 2016 the blog changed to my full maiden name: Cara Elizabeth Yar Khan